I can't speak for everyone on this site so I will say this based on what I know to be true about the situation with Terry after he passed etc. Some of your actions after Terry's passing concerning his customers and MANY friends from this site were downright dissgraceful. I am not going to get into anymore than that and I will leave this thread on that note. Personally I think it would be best if you leave this site and the wonderful memories we all have of Terry as they are.
I wish you the best and hope you find peace and happiness...