Hopefully you find this site as calming as I do as I truly appreciate all the good people on here and the encouragement I get from everyone etc...
That is pretty much the only reason I brought it up. A lot of people seem to not believe what is going on because I look more physically fit than 90% of the US. I really appreciate all the support. I'm just scared of what my future may be. I know my work stress doesn't help, much like yours did when you started having problems with your vision.