I am shocked and awed by the deceiptfull nature of all your previous postings. All the PM's, the things you said; were they real? What about the links you sent, did you even watch them yourself? It's like everything I ever believed in has been taken away, like the ground beneath my feet has fell down, and I am tumbling, I don't know left from right or up from down anymore...

I think I need some time to let this sink in..



I think it is better if you don't post anything here for a while. In time, people tend to be forgiving, but the wounds are just too fresh, too deep.


I'm sorry, I must go and think now. Please don't PM me..