it is the day before my beloved passed away and all i can do is dwell in the past.. does the pain ever go away is there ever sunlight at the end of the tunnel. If there was ever a time I wish Terry was here it would be here and now because all I want to do is be held by him even though he is not with me and the people that cared about him.. I just hope that i get through the next couple of days but it has gotten so bad lately that i keep on having nightmares about the day he died.
Terry if you are looking down on me now dont judge me just help me get through this.. I love you honey.
