Not that I disagree but so little about this life makes sense. Consider you buy a $5000 car. You put $40000 into it and she looks perfect. Congratulations you now have a $25000 car. WHAT And it took you a bazillion hours, nearly cost you a marriage and your relationship with your kids, and you haven't used your garage for anything else in 10 years! Nothing about it makes sense. And yet here we are. And loving it.