Trust me, I have seen worse jobs and with the way things are now, I'm lucky to even have a job. I try to leave work at work and ride my motorcycle or work on other little hobbies to relieve stress. Part of our reasoning for paying off our house so fast is that if we do get laid off we could comfortably live on one income.
I learned too much work, trying (successfully) to pay off my kitchen over 12 months, plus some other major life crisis thrown in, plus the fast paced nature of "my" job, provided the same riding motorcycle and hobbies to "escape". But in all actuality, probably masked the fact I was burned out.
Maybe you are burned out? I realized that last year..stress so bad I snapped easily. As soon as I read up on the issue, recognized the signs and admitted that I was, did I finally begin to feel better.
Some things you can not change. Recognize and accept that. Problems out of your control are just that. Don't worry about them. Don't make others issues yours. You will neither be recognized or compensated for your efforts.
My advice, slow down, take a great vacation and leave "life" behind for the time.
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