I don't want to be tormented by my co-workers poor work and be treated as a number being counted down everyday until the next layoff. I don't want to quit it's just that it has continually gotten worse over the decade I've been there and don't think I can handle much more. I was so frustrated last Friday that I wanted to cry but I forgot how somewhere along the way since this job has made me into somewhat of a jerk. I can handle crap at work or crap at home but not both at the same time. It's hard juggling my health while I'm getting yelled at by a customer or waiting for the next layoff due to losing more customers and management that doesn't care about me or the customer, only profit margins. Do you really think the branch manager cares about me or the 2 guys he laid off 3 days before Christmas or the other 8 guys he laid off before that, not to mention the 2 that quit because of him. He won't even return my call to try to fix a problem with a fairly big customer that was openly wanting to get ride of us last year. This is why I want to figure out what is wrong with me asap because it is one less thing to worry about. And if I do quit I want to take in a camera and video tape me telling him off for all my friends he let go for no reason other than making the numbers look good.